For once in my whole 10 years or so, this would be the first time i ever saw myself as my younger self. One with so much dreams and hopes for the future. And i have never felt so free and alive before.
After all the drama, pains & heartaches that I've been through, i am stronger and more certain of what i need in life. A step closer to going back to school, have a more stable position with the clinic & the most important part of all, having the silent approval from the family of the man i chose to love.
Slowly yet surely, i am getting where i want to be and this time, i won't be naive and blinded again. Should anything happen to jeopardize my little bubble of happiness or dreams, i will not hesitate to leave from anything that blocks me from doing the best i can for our little future.
For what's worth, i will leave my faith in Allah Swt and seek in him for every little doubts, troubles that i may face for HE knows it best. If it's meant to be, it will be. In Shaa allah. We plan but HE decides.
