It has been months since i last rant in here. Alhamdulilah for everything has been well and rather hectic with all the events, exams and work. I don't know how many times i've drafted this entry and open to rewrite. Each time i do that, the stories i wanna tell alter from the previous one. I can't help my proactive brain.
In November, we celebrated bella birthday at a chalet and it was the day for our family side to meet each other. I would confidently say that it went rather well. It was our first time tryna organise a party on our own. Having to worry about the food, the games, the goodie bags and everything else. And the end results was what we were looking forward to.
We also applied for a place in cck which unfortunately we didn't get it this time round. I can't deny that i am a tad dissapointed but hey, let's look at the bright side of things, it only means more months for us to save up for the whole thing. With that aside, everything else seems to be going our way. Alhamdulilah, to finally have my name out from the toa payoh house. I couldn't more thankful that things looks like its going pretty well for us.
The boyfriend managed to convince me to go on a trip with him and so we planned for a short vacation to krabi and phuket right after my school term. It would be my first flight out of singapore and i am going with the man who i am terribly in love with. Gonna take this chance to actually unwind after a hectic 2019 from juggling both school and work.
He also surprised me with not one but two rings to celebrate our fifteen and also as a token of appreciation. I am awed at this man for always doing his best for me, for my kids. I always tend to try to be as good as how he is at gifting, surprising me with gifts and such but i cannot be anywhere close. The only way i can repay him back is to love, appreciate his efforts and trust him but i haven't been doing so well in that department.
Last week, we had an advance birthday celebration for the boyfriend; Chalet, bbq and karaoke. Officially met the island boys in one sitting, felt like the odd one out but manage to talk abit here and there. Having to see the boyfriend with his boys and knowing how long it has been since he met all of them just makes me feel that that night was supposed to happen, it is something we will all remember. To many more outings/gathering with them who has always had his back through his NS life.
To be honest, i don't really mind him going out with his island boys. I trust my boyfriend enough and i feel he too needs his boys night out as much as i need mine. Besides, seems like everyone is settling down; getting married and having kids. Naturally, it is only right that I let the man have some time before getting married and even after marriage, I would always try to compromise and be the best that i can be for him, for us.
2020 is in a matter of days and the plans for our future somewhat kickstart whereby the merisik, the saving for our forever home and the day. Slowly yet surely, we will get there. No matter how hard it might get, may we still be holding on to each other towards our goals.
Bismillah. May Allah SWT ease our affairs, May HE look after this love of ours. Amin.
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