Wednesday, November 23, 2016

#02

heyy, mi amor.

I am unsure what is it in me that looks forward to writing an entry a day. Who am i kidding? This is hard work, to rack my brains and figure out the exciting part of my day. I got a bit of anticipation and also some disappointing news today. 

Where do i start? Okay bad news first, the girl's school phoned me today with regards to her school transfer. I don't want to make the trip, it would be exhausting and what if it's unfruitful? And we actually went down to the proposed school to 're-apply' but to no avail, we were a day too late. 

Good news? After all the jobs i've applied through jobstreet, jobsdb. Finally some agency have gotten back to me, i have an interview tomorrow. i am nervous, i don't know what to expect during the interview. Right now, i can only pray and hope for the best tomorrow.

Among other things, i am missing beau. i haven't spoken to him properly and i can't help but feel that something is amiss between the two of us. i just can't put a finger to it. i am not those clingy, whiny & barbie like of a girl but i do have my moments of jealousy, suspicion and worries. At the same time, i honestly understand his situations; i don't wanna make it tough for him at all. As days goes by, i feel more drawn to him than usual. i am missing you a lot.

" There are people i will never know and their lives will ensue; those that could love me so and i'll never wonder who. Of all things that comes and go, there is no one like you. The things i never think about - and the only thing i do. - Lang Leav " 

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