#05

Hey miamor~

Saturday was something i was looking forward to. However it didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be. I expected so much more, am i to blame cause i didn't foresee this happening & i forgot that my family tends to be a tad hostile. Even though, i was never in such a position before.

On a lighter and positive light, at least Fatin was welcoming & he did get to salam mother. I won't give up, i will keep trying and hopefully get the reaction, respond that I've expecting. Since he is the first one i ever thought of introducing even before we got together.

I know it's too fast for me to move on after the last one. And also, my divorce matters just ended. So, everyone must be thinking that i am out of my mind with this current one.

The more i get to know him, his family. The more i am drawn to him. All the walls i built to keep me from falling deeper fails me as i can sense the sincerity, honesty from him. This feelings i have for him is way different from the rest in every aspect. I didn't know that i would fall for him like this.

Can i take a step forward so i am able trust him and love him wholeheartedly? And also for us to keep holding each other's through every obstacles Allah swt have in store for us. If this is meant to be, it will be. Amin.


" i wish i can apologize for falling in love with you but i can't. 
It would be like asking me to be sorry for breathing " - Michael Faudet