I made sure that i didn't have any interest in anyone who may seems like they wanna jump the wagon. There were a few but i ignored them all until one day.
While i was still being all melodramatic about how it ended and all, came this stranger who would randomly reply my tweets which seemingly innocently just tryna cheer me up as he was also in the same boat. Little did i know, it slowly started becoming a friendship when i would look for him to confides in and given that i needed a guy point of view on certain issues that i couldn't wrapped my head or heart around.
Moving forward 2-3 weeks down the road, It started with a small bud blooming and how i keep shutting it out cause i wasn't ready for anything yet as it was too early to start anything. Moresoever, i was still heartbroken & pretty much still afraid of the unknown.
And now, i am his and he is mine officially. Genuinely, i believe that this would be my first being with someone based on how we felt for each other and no other motives. On top of that, the date that states the start of it all instead of the date we first met or known each other. The facts of how connected we are from being in the same kindergarten to having the same friends who know both of us to even the distance from mother's house to his camp. We could basically have seen each other but never once till today.
Maybe this is how fate works its ways through things that we will never understand. We were so close yet so far and how we were loyal to the ones who never meant in the first place. I am blessed beyond words, i can't sum up all this emotions to say just how much this is special and important to me. Syukur alhamdulilah.
I am so in love with you, muhammad alif. Thank you so much for everything and especially for introducing me to your supportive and loving family.
Moving forward 2-3 weeks down the road, It started with a small bud blooming and how i keep shutting it out cause i wasn't ready for anything yet as it was too early to start anything. Moresoever, i was still heartbroken & pretty much still afraid of the unknown.
And now, i am his and he is mine officially. Genuinely, i believe that this would be my first being with someone based on how we felt for each other and no other motives. On top of that, the date that states the start of it all instead of the date we first met or known each other. The facts of how connected we are from being in the same kindergarten to having the same friends who know both of us to even the distance from mother's house to his camp. We could basically have seen each other but never once till today.
Maybe this is how fate works its ways through things that we will never understand. We were so close yet so far and how we were loyal to the ones who never meant in the first place. I am blessed beyond words, i can't sum up all this emotions to say just how much this is special and important to me. Syukur alhamdulilah.
I am so in love with you, muhammad alif. Thank you so much for everything and especially for introducing me to your supportive and loving family.
" I don't want you to love me because i'm good for you, because i say and do all the right things. Because i am everything you have been looking for.
I want to be the one that you didn't see coming. The one who gets under your skin. who makes you unsteady. Who makes you question everything you ever believed about love. Who makes you feel reckless and out of control. The one you are infuriatingly and inexplicably drawn to.
I don't want to be the one who tucks you into bed - i want to be the reason why you can't sleep at night. - Lang Leav "
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